scrambled

I just read my previous post, noticed i have lots of wording and grammar error.. im just too lazy to read again once i write a blog.. nvm.. not important..

so recently, there is this movie that i have watched not long ago.. and seriously, i love it..
it is a cute, innocent, sweet, romantic movie.. is definitely a chick's flick.. so, couples out there is recommended to watch this movie =D

"you are the apple of my eye"

                                                         "You are the apple of my eye"

It will really bring you back to the times in yr school life.. trust me =)

Alright, done with movies..

U know wad, lets talk bout girls.. is been some time i dont talk bout them =P
It has been a FACT that girls are complicated, but u know, im cool with that..
Back then in high school, i know girls too.. is all the same, im cool only, i feel very relax and chill everytime i talk to them.. i dont have to think watever i wanna say.. just spill it out..

But in here, is a diff story, girls nowadays are very sensitive, i have to think twice whether or not to say certain things.. because there's only like 25 of malaysian in our batch, so we are pretty close to each other.. and there's always some internal problems here and there..

And u will see all fb emoing post all or certain type of post like .. For example : "i dont care what ppl think bout me, this is me".. something like that, u know wat i mean rite..( i just made example myself, it came out from my brain)

Maybe is just my problem i guess, lol.. But i still love them,.. i will end up with one of them anywayz =)





ps : Statement above is not pointing finger to anyone, if u appear to be a girl, it doesnt mean is you, im writing this based on majority of girls, so for girls reading this, u are the minority ones.. =D


Done with girls,




Studies is pretty shitty nowadays.. exam, test, hmkwork and oral test are coming continuously every week, we didnt have a proper time to rest and chill..  
At this moment, i suppose to study for my open viva session tomoro, some pictures to draw..

i dont know why, im dont have the motivation to do work properly nowadays, which is a very bad thing.. haiz..i have to pick up my pace asap...

Plus, there's not much of entertainment, shopping mall is far from here.. so i spend most of my time playing basketball and gym..
how nice if i can just lie down on my bedroom in Malaysia and eat proper food and relax..just imagining it makes me feel good.."sigh..:

i think i will start posting blog once a while and more frequent.. just wanna jot down some part of my life here.. hahaha

had to go study now.. lol.

see u ppl.. chiaoz =)



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my life so far

hey world, if u are reading this..  i just gonna start with " how are you?"  we always start conversation by saying those words to know how are the person doing whether he/she doing good or not? coz we care for them.. not because we are doing it for the sake of doing or because everyone is doing it, RIGHT?.. No, thats wrong,  thats why just so u know, im caring for u  XD

Alright, lets back on topic, got a little off there.
is been a very different 3 months for me here in a different country. u will experience many diff things both good and bad.. BUT mostly are BAD for me so far coz im gone in pretty much alot of shit..

I should just stop complaining bout the place coz no point complaining as it will never change for this short period of time or the coming 5 years. So, im cool with it. Im struggling in the beginning but im kinda cool with it now coz im ad immune with the condition here.

Lets see how much shit i get into :
I got multiple diarrhea,
I broke my leg,
I had a surgery on my left arm coz of infection,
I got terrible ance
i got fever,
i got cold,
I got shit food coz all they know is just pepper and chilli in their cooking book or watever
and i Miss my country

is only 3 months, im still alive isnt it. im strong man, u see XD
im recovered from most of them so there is no need to worry (not like ppl care , LOL)

Well, i do love some of the stuff here, I love the coffee here, i love the..... erm...
oh ya thats about it..
hey, at least something rite.. =D


alright, fine... the education here is good but the lecturer is very old fashioned and traditioned ppl coz guys and girl cant even sit together in class.. wat the hell man? is kinda like a sexual harassment sitting beside a girl it seems... LOL
Overall, studies is tough, syllabus is going very fast, we are trying our best to catch up... is kinda stressful at times..anywayz, we dont get stress when they going college or uni? is like a jail or something?
alright, i exaggerate a little bit but is pretty much the same thing..

one thing that i really like is find really nice frens and ppl here.. this is one of the things that im grateful im here studying the same course in the same uni at the same intake.. see that, thats fking fate!!! =D
im apreciating all the happy moment i have and i hope it keep coming..

i have bad times too, but who gives a damn coz i wan the good 1 remains =)

so lets end this with im fine... coz i started with "how are you" isnt it.. =D

good night world
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drama and movies

So, recently i watch lots of dramas but one of my favorite is The Handsome Siblings aka The Proud Twins (小鱼儿与花无缺 )

Eventhou is an old drama but it is still awesome, it is really great. You just have to watch it yourself to know how great it is.. XD

The Handsome Siblings

One of my favorite character is “小仙女” - 柏雪

Here i pronounced that she is the cutest girl ever!!!!

she is CUTE MAX =D

alright, i also like Dicky Cheung play as "小鱼儿"

Dicky never disappointing me at all with his crazy jokes..

great job!!

so beautiful, isnt it XD

For movies, how can we forget about Transformer, Harry Potter and Captain America..

Great movie overall =D

no doubt about that

Transformer : Dark of the Moon

i like how they insert a slow song in an action packed movie XD. iridescent- Linkin Park

The last episode for Harry Potter, im not a crazy fan for harry potter but i watch almost every episode, I like when they showed flash backs of previous episode bout the movie..

Harry Potter: The deathly hallows pt 2

gonna miss it =)

not forgetting captain america, it is an awesome movie, u guys should watch it =)

a thin, weak and small little boy wants to become a soldier.

how he make it? haha

Captain America

Notice how movies nowadays are always showing that human has powers and stronger.

especially Marvel movies..

hmm. no comment.. lol

alright nitez!

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Blogging today

Finally, im ready to blog. Do you ever find yrself in a situation, when u wanna blog, but u just feel like there many better things to do..

i gonna write a few blogs today, just before i go to India. Seriously, i don know when is the next time i can login again into internet once im there becoz student are not allow to use the uni wifi to go social networking sites.. LOl, so it's gonna take me some time maybe to get a broadband service provider over there..

ya, no facebook.. LOL

these few days have been really so unproductive to me yet fun XD.. I know im not gonna have these drama marathon time, sleeping the hell up till noon everyday time, sitting my ass on the chair all day in front of computer time and stressless when hanging out with frens time..

I must say, eventually i hate these time becoz is so boring but i know i will miss these times =D

Lepaking XD

Today is blogging day,

is not like it is the day of my fave,

just feel like i had something to say,

in lines and words of essay,

is like pressing a button of replay,

stories that ready to give away,

No.. no.., u think is over im just halfway,

i just like to crap in my very own way,

just do something before im about to decay,

trying to find out how many damn rhyme i can display,

alright, im just trying to challenge myself like a game to play,

beside with my very own specially made coffee on the tray,

thinking hard whether any rhyme of words that i can lay,

while i was writing i was disturb by my friend with a "hey",

i was a little frustrated but he just gave me another wave,

i wanna stop but my mind tells me no so i just obey,

it is getting harder every line for message i want to convey,

anyway, what i want now is to walk on a beach bay,

with my hair done with hair spray,

beside me is prepared with a long lines of buffet,

with hot girls all around then i would have nth better to say, =)

Okay, i wanna end this without any further delay,

im happy to make this long lines of rhyme "hooray"

and with a YAY!!

phew, alright im done =D

more blogs to come

nitez! =D

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My new motivational video to study XD

Give me everything (parody) -studying tonight

I like =D

i'll be studying tonight, hahahaha.

he writes

crazy hitz!! =)

Rain over me

Why desert? thought u said rain over me LOL, nice car thou =)

Sanctuary

Both with very different Genre, so it is balanced =)

see ya ppl

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finally, im done~~ adios =D

It was really a big relief after everything is over. Flashbacks kept flipping through my mind of how these 7 months went by.

In such short period of time, so many things happened in between. It was truly one of the most fruitful 7 months that i ever had. Still rmb the 2nd day of my college life in president college, it was a big surprised knowing myself being the President of the student council for my intake. And yes, i do felt a little happy at the point of time becoz of the power im having and at the same time im worried of the work that i will be put into..

without thinking too much, i just do the best as i could of what i supposed to do.. Looking back, the first event that i have organised was a pool party. In fact, i took the longest time to organise for this event. Yup, i wasnt very motivated and i was really lazy to do things quickly so things were delayed over time. we had to postponed the event twice becoz of the technical problems we have.

The pool party was not bad actually, everybody had fun but the committee members which is basically the ones who were really working were only a few.. we were exhausted like crazy.. we were lack of manpower. We had to organise games for 50 monkeys and we had to make sure everything is in order. 50 monkeys is CRAZY, i basically die shouting alot just to make sure the games run well.. At the end, i felt satisfied when Miss Jamie said " you did well, i see all of them had fun."(with a smile) I was like " oh yes, that worth it all XD

Alright, next up, we had Awards day. i dont really wan to have it actually becoz i wanted to put in on the PROM night, but miss kho want it so much. so i just go with it. hahaha..

Award's day wasnt really tough actually, i took the least amount of time and effort to organise as compared to the other events. It was easier becoz it is a formal event, it doesnt need anything special or fancy to do it. The whole thing is a fixed agenda.. simple and chill..

But i still rmb i had to prepare my speech and mc-ing for the awards day. It was also one day before my dt exam, i had no choice but to skip the dt test that week. LOL.. yup i just did =D

After award's day, i was really tired and lazy.. I just dont feel like doing anything, not organising a single shit anymore... just study and graduate, thats it.

But, i have ad told people that there will be a Prom Night this year. I tell myself, i must continue wat i have said and not give up.. i must promised and continued what i have started.

it was tough and this is the time, i decided to change all my committee members to those that can really help me and dedicated.

At the beginning, eventhou i tell myself i must do it, but i dont have the motivation to do it becoz im just worn out. It is like that, after mugun have came and decided to help me full heartedly change everything. i still rmb it was end of May, and nth much was prepared for the prom which is on July. Time is short, we need to race against time to get things done as soon as possible.

We went to hotels after hotels all over bukit bintang area, hoping to get a nice hotel with a cheap price. Choosing the hotel at the beginning was already a major problem, we received countless of ideas from many people of which hotels should be chosen. there are two choices in our hands.

1. Cheap price per pax, but cheapskate hotel
2. Affordable price per pax (slightly exp), but grand hotel.

And yes, we took the second choice. the next part of our planning was a tough one. All of us have diff ideas of how the Prom should be done. We are flooded with ideas and arguments began to arose from each side. Problems began to occur. We had misunderstandings and miscommunication which leads this planning of Prom to a Haywire !! like seriously crazy..

Me and mugun had a tough time solving problems and make sure everything is okay. At some point of time, we are so close to cancel the Prom.. just so so so close. we managed to motivate each other to go on. In fact, we have decided to cancel the Prom for THREE times at diff point, during the process of organising because of all the stress and negative comments that we kept receiving non-stop throughout the whole duration of organizing.. ir was crazy.. we were fucked up, seriosuly..

Money was the biggest issue for Prom, the only and the best way to solve the problem is to get sponsor and getting more student to join for the Prom. Knowing the fact we are running out of time, is very hard for us to get sponsor from external sources. Therefore, students were our only choice. We have to do promotion for Prom to all students and we did it like crazy. To some point, when someone saw me or mugun, they'll be like " okay okay, Prom again". Not to mention going classes by classes doing slides show presentation for the students. sometimes, we have to skip classes.

Finally, when the Prom is here, we were like, " this is our last and final day for everything, hope every goes well smoothly." We reached to the Hotel at about 1pm and we began to make sure everything is in place from sound systems to the program.

In fact, the scariest part of the whole event was the dance floor. This is becoz is either u gonna make it and become successful or u just gonna failed badly...

I basically shouted like crazy with the music and thank God, everyone goes to the dance floor in the end.. i was like... "oh yeah, baby... thats the way... ~~ XD"

i can see most of them are having a great time enjoying their last moment being with each other.

Pictures was taken everywhere.. lol

After i reached home, i lied on my bed without worries and stress.. just nothing at all.. it was.."so so so so so so good" just nothing at all..

My sis asked me, " why u keep smiling stupidly with yrself?"i was like" hahaha~~~ Nothing, lol"

I do felt satisfied and happy seeing everyone having a great time, thats just all i wanted.

And yes, never thought i will miss anything from president college,

but i do miss it thou, haha, such crazy experience....!~~!@#$#$%^&*()_

im done~

Bye President J1 intake, Shaun Cheong

Cheong Kok Hou is back for more in India... we''ll see!!

not going to stop rocking.

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hey people!! & updates

Alright, i should drop the "Hey people" from now on in the beginning of every of my post.. i know is so boring reading the same intro all the time.. hahaha kk

Okay, im officially finished my foundation in president college.. is an awesome feeling because i know im heading for my degree very soon..

Still rmb it was last year, when i was still studying foundation in Help, it was a tough choice for me to choose whether or not to leave Help and move forward to another course...

Knowing the fact i have already wasted 9 months there without finishing my 1 year course.. How would you feel on that particular time when u are really out of direction in your life? thats horrible. In this junction, i had made a choice of leaving, it was really tough.. i have leave my awesome frens from Help and also wasted thousands of Ringgits last year.. Was talking to myself, am i going to do badly in another college?? am i gonna waste another year? terrible feeling

With a blink of an eye, is me and im already here after my foundation XD. i felt great that i didnt make any more silly mistakes and choices in terms of taking the paths i wanna go, thank Lord..

Lets plan ahead!!!

- I so gonna get done with Prom

- Gonna meet each and everyone of my frens from primary to NoW and even working colleagues.

- I have to freaking master Breaking-Crickets be4 i go to India..

- Jog every morning and walk my Dog

- Make sure everything from daily items to course fee have to be prepared..

- Gonna freaking change my ielts cert. because they wrote my birth date wrongly (British Council is so unprofessional or it is just me?? LOL, Stupid right?)

- Must Clubbing at least once in these two weeks. ( my last chance, i feel so old go to clubbing when im 25, lol)

That should be it, for now.. hmm.. =D

Alright i found this ridiculously awesome song.. i dont know whether u guys gonna like it, but is really catchy thou.. try not to und the lyrics but the melody =D

Little Bad Girl - David Gueta feat. Taio Cruz & Ludacris

My fav part is on 1.50 mins =D

Lets talk a little about my dad whom i have not talked much about in my blog be4.. Just yesterday, wait, i meant today 2am and he came back from work. Early in the morning at 6am today, he told me he was late for flight to Kuching, saying there's an business appointment,he wanted me to check for any flights on the internet and stuff..

I always knew he has been working very hard for me to fund me financially abroad, but i never knew he worked so damn hard and he's 50 this year. Eventhou, he doesnt really talk much personally to me.. U know, father and son's conversations are very objective and factual, that how i communicate with my dad, we don talk bout relationships and all emo emo stuff all.

He doesnt show his expression much, but i knew he worked so hard which is because of me.. i felt touched.. hmm..

Im grateful of what i have, thanks Lord.

My greatest fear is temptations, i have to change.. hmm

see ya, ppl

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im fortunate

hey people, everytime when i was complaining and dissatisfy certain things that was given to me.. people will tell me " think about the children in Africa, u are way fortunate, stop complaining" lol

i guess u guys must have come through those incidents yrself as well.. XD

However, just recently i knew a friend and we getting closer as days passed.. After he shares his story about his life to me, i can truly feel the full impact of those sentence wrritten above on my 1st para. about the Africa thingy...

i can truly i felt it this time because the situation is much closer and related..i truly pray that he can succeed in what he is doing..

It truly opened my eyes my mind once more to know how fortunate i am and i should appreciate the things i have,, thank God..

i need to rest now..

peace of mind

never had this quite awhile.. felt great

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speak up people!!

hey people, today i would like to talk about something that often happens especially in our country, Malaysia..

For say, u are out a day in somewhere, u happen to see a situation where injustice occurred.. Will you stand out to fight for the right one?? Unfortunately, most people will actually try to avoid them and especially people in Malaysia because they will try avoid themselves getting into trouble..

Frankly speaking, i will also avoid these situation at times and i will only stand out if the situation is unbearable.. And if that really happen, i will most probably rage in anger and go crazy that time.. LOL

okay guys, just wanna share this video for you guys.. u will understand wat im trying to say..

What would you do?

haha, now u know wat i meant right.. i felt so touched at the last part which a woman tries to help and defend him..

If that happens in Malaysia, i would have punched the person so hard that his/her parents will not recognise him or her...

Alright, thats just wat i wan to say...

let me ask u a question be4 u go.. Hows yr day readers? =D

have a great day, people =)

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Nasi Lemak 2.0

hey people, as promise, i will be posting a blog today.. so, u people must be wondering, "what the hell khz gonna talk about some stupid nasi lemak 2.0??" " so is there a 3.0 or 4.0 nasi lemak?" haha

As u guys know, im a strong supporter of namewee .. If u happen to be a Malaysian and u dont know know him, most probably u have been living in a cave for quite a while XD jkjk..

If u have been reading my blog for quite a while.. im sure u have noticed the blog The One Malaysia Concept that i wrote about namewee's plan of making movie and his effort of getting the government's help for financial aid ..

This year, he tried to get help and attempt to meet the PM.. but somehow, no response from the government arranged for the meeting.. And finally, he decided to start making the movie by his own without any financial aid from the government..

I wanna meet PM- Namewee

The reason i wan to share this to u guys is because i need u guys to help support Namewee, he is very talented and im sure his movie is going to be amazing. Nasi Lemak 2.0

Please go to his facebook page and like the movie to show support.. thx =)

see ya!!

chaoz~ =)

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habit & update

=)

hello everyone, is has been sometime that i did not blog.. im just too lazy to blog at times..

Rmb quite awhile ago, i told one of my fren that i will be sure to write 10 blogs every month and he said" we'll see, but i know u will eventually failed".. some how i did failed XD

Habit is an action that has been done repeatedly over a period of time.. in fact certain habits was build when someone kept doing the same thing for some time and eventually they will keep doing it subconsciously.. however, there are good and bad habits..

sadly, most of us will indulge or put ourselves into bad habits.

And yes, just recently, i just found out that i had this habit.. Every time while i was waiting for bus or when i have nth to do, i will surely and definitely 100% will take out my earphone and start blasting my ears.. It is pretty bad coz my fren told me that the music was so loud that they can hear it beside me while i was listening and i felt it was normal.. LOL..

so ya.. thats pretty bad for my ears... @@

Next, as a cheapskate person like me, i will take the Free "The Sun" newspaper every morning when im on my way to lrt.. I never knew it was much more interesting that i used to think.. Coz i do read them be4 long time ago and i really hate it becoz it's news is boring and unrelated.. somehow, i do find them interesting at some point and im learning alot from it now.. is a good thing i guess.. =)

so, everything seems to go pretty well for me recently, my stress level is lesser now which is a good thing.. i just felt relief and more relax.. hahaha

Actually, i just came back from church and i havent had my dinner yet.. LOL.. i had some light refreshments from the church but im uberly, crazily hungry.. gonna get some food later..
had a great time at church, they hav this talk about Love relationship.. it is interesting thou =)

my next blog will be up in the next few days.. im sure i will XD

nitez! everyone.. hope everyone is fine !!!
see yall, humans

bye humans

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looking forward..

hey people, watssup people..

Alright, in a about 5 more weeks, i will be graduating from my foundation... After that, everyone will parted their ways to pursue their degree in some part of the world..

However, this few weeks, it will not be an easy week for me.. i will be going through so much of work till the last day of my exam.. LOL... after that, im like setting myself free from the jail XD
U think im exaggerating??! ... haha, no...

okay, maybe that is not enough to convince you but im too lazy to bull shit my crap all =)

I seriously looking forward for my future of what i will become.. hmm.. that would be nice =)



alright, done crapping..

i found a youtube channel thou.. i think it is really informative and interesting..
these videos are about real life story happened around the world, basically some shocking news that just ticks me off at times..

Appleactionnews



this is probably this sickest news i watched from this channel... i was so disgusted..
how on earth there are such sick minded ppl in the world??
haiz.. well, the girl managed to stand up from all of this and gain her life back.. she is very strong..
i think other girls may have gone crazy after such incident happened to them..

alright..

hope everything goes well for me..
pray...

khz

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you decide the title for me =)

Im too lazy to decorate this blog with pictures and all.. so u gonna have a hard time reading XD

hey people, is been awhile.. my modem was sent to fix last three weeks ago.. till today, there are still no response.. sometimes i don understand what is wrong with this people.. how they can take such a long time to fic a simple shit.. ok watever, i was force to update this blog in a cyber cafe nearby,..

With a blink for an eye, 4 months had past and now we are coming to an end of May.. for this few weeks that im offline from social networking life.. so so so so many shit happen..
And yes, finally i have successfully organise two event so far.. damn, it was tough to work around with ppl who doesnt want to commit..

As a president, i had to take lots of shit and lots of work... At the same time, not neglecting my studies.. Recently, i also have problems with some ppl.. this added much pressure for me..

There always a silver lining in the dark clouds, i dont know whether this is right proverb.. just bang =) God send me some people as well, these people are usually the quiet ones but most of them showed more potential and commitment in what they are doing.. Yup, I have changed all my committee members except for one still working with me.. Im confident that this new team will achieve greater heights..

Well, lots of ppl who have ad told me to do so long ago but i just want to stick with watever i have but they just prove me way too much that they are just not capable.. im not being mean.. im serious..

Actually, there are lots of pictures that i wanted to post but i cant coz i dont feel like posting pictures in cyber cafe.. is just weird showing my personal pictures with ppl around me.. =)

Looking around here, i saw lots of youngster aged 16-22 playing hardcore computer games like crazy.. i heard they started playing since day time till now, they brought some packed food beside them and all kind of shit.. i don understand whats wronf with them.. cant they just try to think more about their future and life..

Lol, did i just complain too much in this post? i think im just being realistic..
I do realise at time that i may complain this and that about someone..

Miss Kho, my academic coordinator, she said..
You should not expect everyone has the same mindset and thinking as you, they have their way of doing things, sometimes it may be wrong, but to them is right..
I didnt say much after she said that, but i only agree this statement to a certain extent..

One of my friend, he found that i had the same problem like what miss kho have notice on me..
and he said, God create human with different quality in everyone of us.. everyone is unique.. and no one is perfect, so if next time u see someone have a certain bad quality, dont make judgement and bad statements to them immediately coz that is just not right..
Everyone has good and bad, you cant expect everyone to be good.. and he said so the next time you see someone have something bad in them, just take it and maybe to help them coz no one is perfect...

i felt i learn s much and grew so much recently, in terms of social relationship and Christianity...
maybe God is making miracles on me...

In fact, there was one time i fall so badly.. i felt so much pressure and negative emotions on me.. God reminded me his words.. psalms 3; 1-7 ... i prayed so hard at that moment, i was touched and i can feel He lift my head up when im down..

A psalm of David. When he fled from his son Absalom.

¹ LORD, how many are my foes!
How many rise up against me!
² Many are saying of me,
“God will not deliver him.”^[b]

³ But you, LORD, are a shield around me,
my glory, the One who lifts my head high.
⁴ I call out to the LORD,
and he answers me from his holy mountain.

⁵ I lie down and sleep;
I wake again, because the LORD sustains me.
⁶ I will not fear though tens of thousands
assail me on every side.

⁷ Arise, LORD!
Deliver me, my God!
Strike all my enemies on the jaw;
break the teeth of the wicked.

⁸ From the LORD comes deliverance.
May your blessing be on your people.

till here ppl =)

with love

=khz-




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emptiness & random

hey people, is been awhile.. im alright and cool as usual XD.. there will quite alot of activities coming up and i will be getting alot busier sooner or later..

Wanna ask you guys a question.. haha
Have you guys ever felt empty even though u have like tons of work and stuff to care for?
It felt like it was nothing.. just blank.. lol
"eh khz, stop being a gayass and crap here"

And ya, i don know what went wrong it just goes like that...
Recently, i involved in so much of gaming... so much.. lol
Games that im playing are Assassin Creed Brotherhood and Dota.. I just felt like playing XD

And ya, my sis said something bout dota and boys..
She said " if a boy picks up his phone during a Dota game when his girlfriend called, it shows that he really loves you, if he doesnt, he just don't really love you after all"
Then i was like " LOL..wth?! hahahah..." She just made a comparison between a Dota Game and a freaking phone call!! lol..

Thats true at some point, hshahahaha XD

honestly, im not crazy on Dota.. i just feel like playing recently, thats all XD

Next up, i actually watched a video recently from wongfu production
It is called " strangers.. again"
I don't know why, this story seems like a flashback of my memory... I said "seems like"..
i like it thou =D

strangers, again

Lets go next, everytime i feel weird and empty or watever.. i will actually do personality test.. of course the one i do not the chekai 1 la that u get from chowkit belakang 1 la.. The one i do of course is the power 1 hehehhe

it was intro by my fren shiwei sometime ago.. " the color test"
U can do it if u are interested , u can always try.. just google it =)
I do it sometimes thou to know what the hell am i thinking.. LOL

this post is so random some point ..


Fill my emptiness with your love, Lord ..

I pray

nitez!

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too fast too furious!! lol

hey people, i don know bout u guys but i finally realised that everything changes so fast before we can even catch up with.. is like, For this minute, everything seems to be fine, but few seconds later everything will change..

Alright, maybe i exaggerate a little bit too much but u guys know what i mean rite.. haha.. Sometimes, if we failed to cope with such a pace, we may end up pretty bad..

The question is, whether it is a good change or not? that varies from each individual of how they see it and finally react to it..

Lets think again, what causes such changes? If it is a good one, why? If it is a bad one, why?
hardwork? Conflicts?

Let us just move away from the topic... LOL, this post is so freaking abstract..

all i wanna express is.. changes happens.. someone may trying hard to prevent it because maybe is bad.. someone may face it with difficulty.. someone just dont want such changes at all because he really does care even he's an asshole.. lol


"lets sing a song: "i'm sorry, i cant be perfect~~~ "

Simple plan - Perfect

with love,
shaun
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Long time no see People! XD

hey people, alright.. sorry for the super long post for after like wat? A decade ??! XD
my internet fk up again, thats why.. and i had exam last week and im so done with it!!! hahahah

ok lets see.. where should i begin .. hmm
i'll just start from last 2 weeks then XD

Guess wat ppl?! I participated the Astro quest singing Audition.. Power rite!! I syok sendiri go join with my friend XD
And ya.. i failed like any other thousands of ppl who went there. XD
but hey, at least i tried =) but u must understand, one of my friend, melissa who is a pro singer cant get in, so is reasonable that i cant get in also la @@

It was a great experience, i saw lots of hot girls.. woots!!! =D
everyone was dressing nicely to impress to judge.. did i mentioned those judges are from taiwan? So, there's a certain level of standard for the acceptance.. thats why is hard to get through XD

A big thank you to Envira and Ying Ying because they gave me the courage to go for the audition coz i wouldnt dare to go myself XD Thanks Envira for taking those wonderful pictures =)

=)

Outside of Astro Office

Lots of ppl @@

Im on tv XD

Ying & me

Finally, register

The reporter is so hot XD

Ying, Elaine, Me and Envira

Those who are curious wat song i sang, this song is When You Come Home - Mark Schultz
is emo song in my opinion, but is very NICE okay!! XD

When you come home

Alright, recently i joined another christian fellowship group hahaha, it was really good seriously.. love it.. i felt joy and warmth spending time with them.. it was great!!
There are kids running around playing.. laughters was everywhere.. so beautiful =)
definitely gonna join them again XD

So, i watched movies too .. one really good movie that i would like to recommend to you guys is "dont go breaking my heart" XD
It is a funny love story.. i definitely suggest this movie to all couples out there because is really sweet.. and girls will love it =)

Dont go breaking my heart

Theme song for this movie is love is simple- david tao.. U will surely fall in love with the song after the movie XD is a pretty old song but is awesome

爱很简单

Last minute training for the song =D

With love,

peace out ppl
-khz-

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hope

hey people, i wasnt here for sometime, the past week was pretty fine for me.. i spend most of my time with my frens and watching drama XD

Drama?? i watched Next Stop Happiness or Autumn's concerto, whatever u called it.. LOL.. this drama was out for quite a while ago.. to be honest, when it first came out, i didnt feel like watching it coz i felt the drama was boring at that time.. well, i watch it again this time, is just different and i love the drama =)

this drama actually gave a sense of hope.. i felt warmth and happiness.. i mean really XD
to be honest, i cried a few times becoz i was so touched by the movie LOL and "people, i don easily get touched, really.." worth while watching =)

the drama "feel" is still with me now... and the feeling of hope, i need it XD

is nice =)

Next stop happiness

Family =)

The next stop, with happiness

Such beautiful drama..
i'll make sure i'll have mine and the best of all =)

as i was saying here, im joining earth hour now XD
with just 1 lamp switched on in the hse.. save the earth =D

till here, have a great day..

cant wait for church tomoro =)

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this is me...

This is me,
Walking on the street listening to mp3,
Sometimes sing along ppl thought im a wannabe,
Who cares what if ppl look at me??
As long i like and i don need yr guarantee.

I know im an ass who tease people at times,
oh please, just chill, im not committing a crime,
because having fun with you is my prime,
Im sorry if you cant take any of mine,

Everything has a limitation,
Don expect me to take all shit over my expectation,
I don need any notation to tell you my frustration,
Im not who u think i am like a good person,
I can be MEAN and BAD if u have crossed my limitation,
IF u hate me, go get a life or job like prostitution,
I will shoot straight into your face without the need of translation.

All i need is just a peace of mind,
i want to be kind,
May God cleans my sins and leave those behind,
Like how you heal the blind,
Heal me with all your power and might,
I need you to save me from all evil and not drop behind.

I will excel in life in all i can,
Proud to tell everyone that im a successful man,
Therefore, i will need to follow my plan,
We don have all our life to spend,
Lets make mine the best of all i can.

Please show me the way, Lord...


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the bloggers life

hey people, i have been for blogging for sometime now XD
actually, i have done a few back then but was a real failure coz of my laziness and stuff hahah

Look back the blog i have been posting from the past till the one i post it today.. it going from general to slightly personal.. there are no specific theme for my blog, it just plain variety of style or something that pop out of my head at the particular point of time..

At the beginning, my priority to blog is to earn.. Writing something which somehow relate to the readers at some point the post doesnt have any relation to me at all.. Well, that was way back then..

For the one who is interested to earn through blogging, there are few tips that i can share with u guys based on my experience =D

Your blog has to be:

1. Interesting
2. Creative
3. Lots of pictures
4. Update regularly
5. A style of your own

With that, im sure u will go far.. Of course, u have to work very hard to make every post of yours interesting, you just gonna lose lots of readers otherwise..

It is fun being a blogger as well.. at some point in your life, you will look back what u have done in your past life when you grew up.. how stupid and funny are you back then XD


Hey folks!!!
just a random picture =)

Wasssup!!! woots~

Whats a blog without some music to pop it??? XD

Hold it against me - Rexrowdee remix

enjoy!!

adios~~~

love yall

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anger & forgiving

Peaceful morning

i find it calm and relaxing =)

hey people, my blogging pace has been dropping really bad lately.. i was really busy with lots of stuff recently.. Finally, i had a peace of mind and a time of my own to sit down alone and write this down.. i dont know bout u guys, but i always need a personal space for myself everytime i blog =)

Anger, is an expression of frustration, hateful and bad feeling towards an issue or people... Often, it happens to us when certain matters hav reached our personal limit which lead to anger.. However, the level of patience that everyone has before getting angry various from people to people..

In fact, personally.. i am a hot tempered person.. i think i have confessed it alot of times in this blog.. hoping that one day i may read it again somehow and become a changed person someday.. At most of time, i still failed to do so and i bang at people whenever i dont feel happy..

I have tried the best that i could to control my temper.. it is one of the most important lesson that everyone should learn especially when u stepped into the society.. Personally, i think it is the hardest lesson for myself to actually grabbed hold of this virtue.. which is being patient and not lose my temper..

Next, it is forgiving.. sometimes, we meet people that we dislike or people who hurt us.. Im sure, there will one or few of these people that do shits in our life.. We should understand that no one is perfect, everyone has their imperfection in them.. Therefore, we should learn to forgive and maybe understand their situation of why they did such horrible stuff that u dislike or something..

I do understand that there are several number of people that u may have swore that u will not forgive the person for the rest of your life, please think again.. Will that do any good to you? If you cant forgive someone, which means u will rmb the wrong doings of the person and u feel hateful everytime u think bout him/her.. Does that gonna make you happy or a better person?

Why not release yourself from all this shit and just try for once to forgive? =)



alright, im done writting..
let just call it for the day =)

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Lol...

够爱

我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

指头还残留 你为我 擦的指甲油
没想走 你好像说过 你和我 会不会有以後
世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

*我的爱 只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有 为你而流
藏在 无边无际的小小宇宙 爱你的我
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你听见了吗 我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明 我为了你 存在的意义
世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

*我的爱 只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有 为你而流
藏在 无边无际的小小宇宙 爱你的我

爱你的我 不能停止脉搏 为了爱你奋斗 就请你让我 说出口

reward yourself

hey people, is a fact that we live in an environment which is full of obstacles and challenges in life.. sometimes, when we are not able to take it, we'll have stress and sooner or later we start to break down becoz the amount of pressure that is put on us..

Lets talk a little bout my personal experience bout this..
In the past, when i face troubles or problems in life.. i will go all out to solve it, i dont care what the hell is that but i know i must get it done.. you will be seeing me being very tension and stressful..

Sometimes even, i can be stressful easily even when the smallest things that happen to me.. becoz i get nervous and frustrated easily.. At the end, it actually make it worse for myself, becoz i dont have a peace of mind when trying to solve the problem that im facing...

If it happens to you that u are very stressful and pressurized by the current society or people u are facing... Just let yourself to calm down or relax, before facing it.. it helps =)
when you have a peace of mind, u tend to think better and may solve yr problem

Last but not least, we should appreciate things in life no matter how small or big it is.. Dont put so much stress on yourself but just go with the flow.. If it happens that u did something and it is successful, no matter how small or how big yr achievement may be, reward yourself for it..



i wanna sleep la..

don worry be happy now !!!~~~


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lord i come to you

hey people, watssup people? XD

In just two days, i have gone to three different Christian's activities and churches. Looking back now, it is actually hard for me to believe a person like me to be so involved in Christianity.
i went to seven-days adventist church, simple church and revival centre (my church).

I felt fortunate to have wonderful friends around me who constantly influence me to go back to church. If you know me, im a very stubborn person who don't listen to anyone else (ok, not exactly but something like that), it is even worse for ppl like me to be faithful or believe in a religion.

The cross

I know that god had shown me countless times to call me out to come back to him.
I have sinned alot and need His forgiveness.

I pray and hope that He will change me so i can be more like Him someday, Amen! =D

I find this music to be quite soothing, enjoy =)

Burning Blood

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the way i am

i wanna lol XD

hey people, i would like to discuss something today.. recently i have been getting lots of criticism.. As an emotional person like me, i will resort to using razor blades to cut my wrist XDD fk it, only sick ass do that shit..XD

well, yes it true that we should receive criticism as a way to change ourselves to be a better person and such.. At the end of the day, u try yr up most best of how much u could, u began to be careful of watever u do, u speak and watever..

you see people, i have been caring too much of how people look at me.. maybe u can say im too sensitive but is true.. so when u trying to change, u starts to lose confident of what u do coz everything seems wrong becoz ppl say so.. so i tell u right here and right now, you should fk the hell of what ppl say..

Nth more special than yrself becoz u are unique.. u are not killing lives so fk whoever who says u are wrong...

and ya, of course, we should learn to accept some of it but if it is too much so just forget about it.. becoz thats what u really are....
this is the way i am

eminem - The way I am

word of wisdom of the day
Be yourself!!!

"谁叫我是张国豪!“ =D

peace out... and ya , im not pissing off eventhou i used lots of f words, u know my style =)

love you all =)
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short update

hey people, the lack of posting is making me to feel that i should really fking put on a post right now despite the fact that i finally got a time to sit down and write=)

alright, maybe not becoz i dont have time.. just that im too lazy to blog XD.. so, my recent life was okay.. nth much i wan to mention about..

OK wait, i just thought of something, maybe i do have something to write.. XD finally, after for quite some time, i have decided to go for a church nearby my area and stick with it. You see, sometimes i went to other churches to worship god and kept changing churches whoever invited me to their church..

i decided to stick with this church, they called it the "Revival centre" pretty cool huh =) so i should feel revived everytime i worship God every sunday.. ok im just kidding XD


as usual, i will share u guys with new music with every post =)

i find this song cute and sweet =)

JRA - you and i

so, there is this very extraordinary cute girl made a cover for this song.. well, i thought of cute jia lin when i heard her cover XD

such cute smile =)
but the thing is, some girl will just hate on girl like this becoz they say she act cute or something, i don really care thou XD

here it is

JRA- you and i (cover)

that pretty much wraps up everything =)
i will blog pretty soon


nitez people!

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