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Saturday, January 28, 2012

never knew

hey world, wanted to post for christmas, new year 2012 back then but i was too lazy haha.. but i still got time to wish everyone a happy chinese new year, Gong xi fa chai!!

Is been quite some time that i have been inactive in blogging, mainly because there are plenty of exams and work to do, and im always sick.. as in im always having flu and cough..

Alright, lets back on topic, how i wish i can know what is going to happen in future, because for every decision i made now may actually make a big difference in my life, is now or never.
these choices is not yr usual ones, because we usually make decision based on the consequences of the action. if it is a bad one then u know wat to do, simple.. but what if both doesnt tell u exactly how the consequences go? as in both doensnt show negative effect.. if u und what im saying

that would be frustrating, i hate to be in this position, making me to think so hard and now i have to stay put from both decision and let God to decide..

i think some ppl may say im just trying to escape from it and yes i think i am.. coz i know one day the same ques going to ask me again and i gonna scratch my head again to ans the ques...

im 20 this year, rmb 10 years back, im still in my primary school being one of the naughtiest kid in class.. i was from the last class, did badly for exams and all.. still rmb i was called to sit beside the teacher desk right infront so that the teacher can keep an eye on me.. lol

and now, im in india doing my dentistry degree, so very diff environment.
anyway, i should stop thinking..

u guys must be wondering now, what is the tough decision that u have to make now??
i think i cant reveal it now coz it is internet which is basically the whole world.. so no privacy actually.. haha


How?
I dont always ask the question how,
but it really confused my mind now,
makes feel like im an insane cow,
it feels like im a helpless pow,
what about the times i made my vows,
what if my decision is not allow?
negative response like bow wow,
i may try to go thru all with a strong plow,
Give me sign i need i'll give u my kowtow,
we'll see how
ok , ciao~~ =D

eventhou im late but once again..
Happy New Year 2012, Happy Ponggal, Happy Chinese New Year
Happy Thaipusam next week

oh ya, i may wanna go bald.. lol we'll see haha =D
see yall ppl..

with love
khz

he writes
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