lord i come to you

hey people, watssup people? XD

In just two days, i have gone to three different Christian's activities and churches. Looking back now, it is actually hard for me to believe a person like me to be so involved in Christianity.
i went to seven-days adventist church, simple church and revival centre (my church).

I felt fortunate to have wonderful friends around me who constantly influence me to go back to church. If you know me, im a very stubborn person who don't listen to anyone else (ok, not exactly but something like that), it is even worse for ppl like me to be faithful or believe in a religion.

The cross

I know that god had shown me countless times to call me out to come back to him.
I have sinned alot and need His forgiveness.

I pray and hope that He will change me so i can be more like Him someday, Amen! =D

I find this music to be quite soothing, enjoy =)

Burning Blood

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the way i am

i wanna lol XD

hey people, i would like to discuss something today.. recently i have been getting lots of criticism.. As an emotional person like me, i will resort to using razor blades to cut my wrist XDD fk it, only sick ass do that shit..XD

well, yes it true that we should receive criticism as a way to change ourselves to be a better person and such.. At the end of the day, u try yr up most best of how much u could, u began to be careful of watever u do, u speak and watever..

you see people, i have been caring too much of how people look at me.. maybe u can say im too sensitive but is true.. so when u trying to change, u starts to lose confident of what u do coz everything seems wrong becoz ppl say so.. so i tell u right here and right now, you should fk the hell of what ppl say..

Nth more special than yrself becoz u are unique.. u are not killing lives so fk whoever who says u are wrong...

and ya, of course, we should learn to accept some of it but if it is too much so just forget about it.. becoz thats what u really are....
this is the way i am

eminem - The way I am

word of wisdom of the day
Be yourself!!!

"谁叫我是张国豪!“ =D

peace out... and ya , im not pissing off eventhou i used lots of f words, u know my style =)

love you all =)
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short update

hey people, the lack of posting is making me to feel that i should really fking put on a post right now despite the fact that i finally got a time to sit down and write=)

alright, maybe not becoz i dont have time.. just that im too lazy to blog XD.. so, my recent life was okay.. nth much i wan to mention about..

OK wait, i just thought of something, maybe i do have something to write.. XD finally, after for quite some time, i have decided to go for a church nearby my area and stick with it. You see, sometimes i went to other churches to worship god and kept changing churches whoever invited me to their church..

i decided to stick with this church, they called it the "Revival centre" pretty cool huh =) so i should feel revived everytime i worship God every sunday.. ok im just kidding XD


as usual, i will share u guys with new music with every post =)

i find this song cute and sweet =)

JRA - you and i

so, there is this very extraordinary cute girl made a cover for this song.. well, i thought of cute jia lin when i heard her cover XD

such cute smile =)
but the thing is, some girl will just hate on girl like this becoz they say she act cute or something, i don really care thou XD

here it is

JRA- you and i (cover)

that pretty much wraps up everything =)
i will blog pretty soon


nitez people!

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The flow of music

FAMA- Dream Girl

A unique style

lyrics

＊從未觸摸得到你 疑幻空間中嬉戲
　從未見過你　就更加新奇　是我幻想得最完美

　小姐我一世都有太多講究　點知我一見到你世間罕有
　冇拖手　冇見面　冇開始過只能夠幻想戀中得救＊

＃you're my dream girl dream girl
　(you're my dream girl , baby girl)
　you're my dream girl dream girl
　(you're my dream , you're my girl , you're my world)＃

完美嘅女人 有乜嘢完美
我問過好多男人點諗
有人想搵個女神無缺憾
有人想搵個第朝起身冇責任
有人搵足一生最後感觸一生
皆因佢嘅枕邊人慢慢變咗佢娘親

我嘅女人唔使聽哂我話OK OK
要有品 唔一定要留係屋企捉棋
得閒煮翻幾味 就算有怪味
只要食唔死我都唔會怪你
你唔使身材苗條到似瑤瑤
我只係需要攬住你條腰
我講笑你識笑　我rap你聽
唔識跳唔緊要　只要你跟住搖
唔會介意你有時好似仔
因為我只係想你 hold my tight baby

Repeat＊＃

有人話女人係累人 我話女人呢類人
係男人必須搵嘅必需品
上Facebook look一look
篤一篤 送你鮮花一束
到而家都無回覆

想要深層嘅對話　上MSN
想要真人嘅說話　你驚一驚
搵個pen friend寫信談情已經唔興
搵個夢中情人傾叫我打#9830
哩個o靚妹太cute　仲有無介紹
哩個嬸嬸又太潮　你比我諗諗
嗱 呢個知音我怕佢太痴身
有位女醫生幾斯文　睇真似C君
呢位老師係好人　細心放心　但同佢講親我都放蚊
模特兒好得意　我怕佢厚粉
呢位女士好失儀　我怕佢猴擒

你問點解佢哋同完美有距離
咁你問問自己係咪正到暈嘅gentlemen
女人見到我哋咪一樣驚到暈
唔嫌棄我哋已經係完美嘅女人

Repeat＊

you're my dream girl , baby girl
you're my dream , you're my girl , you're my world
you're my dream girl , baby girl
you're my dream , you're my girl , you're my world
you're my dream girl , baby girl
you're my dream , you're my girl , you're my world


nitez


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techonlogy ruins romance & updates

hey people. was browsing the internet and found some awesome vids that i wanna share with u guys..

As mentioned in the title, tech kills romance... which is very true.. Everytime we read love novels or watch movies about beautiful romantic scenes of how people have to go to their parted ways and never meet again.. how people used to sacrifice themselves for their love ones so forth and so on..

watch the video you'll know wat i mean.. XD
there are several version as well, i recommend u to watch all of them becoz they are really funny =)

Technology ruins romance

how was it?? XD


a little update of what happening to me recently.. XD

recently, i was driving alot with my mum's car coz my mum went for vacation.. so nobody can control and i no need to ask for permission to drive.. damn, is fking awesome!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
i was very helpful and generous recently becoz i will volunteered myself if my sister needs a ride or anything.. XD pretty rare huh =D

Next up,

im freaking broke recently becoz i go out with my frens almost every week.. damn.. i pokai ad.. lol.. have to start saving if not i gonna die +_+
well, when comes to friendship and stuff, it totally worth while "wasting" my money XP.. right people?? hahaha

ok im done...

word of wisdom of the day

Be grateful of little things and learn to appreciate them.
You may never know when you will lose the grip of it =)

see yall people.

nitez! =)

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Valentines =)

hey people, since valentine's day is around the corner, so, i'll talk a little about love stuffz.. XD
As said in one of previous post, everyone has their own perspective of how they view what love is all about..

Just feel like writing something down XD

Whats is love about then???
in the bible says,

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails.

Corinthians 13:4-8~

love is patient, love is kind : To be patient means you are willing to wait, doesnt matter how long or how tough u have to endure. Kind simply means to be good-natured, tender and affectionate

It does not envy, it does not boast: Love should not generate hatred or jealousy because it will ultimately results in evil actions towards the others. Love should not include arrogant or proud in it. Being boastful in this sense means you feel proud of having the relationship of the person you love. thats not love

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking: Rude in this sense meaning the person do not care about others. At some point, it can also meant a person who is selfish because he or she only care bout themselves. Therefore, love is not rude. It is not self-seeking. You don't love a person if you have a motive or interest that only matter to yourself.

Others are pretty common sense, you get what i mean right..
Thats the meaning of love in the bible..

From what i see here, i realised that i never really love a person before... LOL

Ask yourself, Do you really have love to the person you are in love with?

I sound so fking emo, but the truth is i am not. i just feel like writing down something interesting during this special day. =)



Happy Valentine's day!!!! for those who are celebrating it with their love ones.
for those who are not, you gotta try harder next time then XD

p/s : the interpretation and evaluation of all these words are taken from the internet. Therefore, it is not 100% correct. Im sorry if you are offended to any of the evaluation written above.



With love, XD

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Chinese new year =)

Happy Chinese New Year!!

hey people, this year cny wasnt as good as last year.. infact, every year, this special festive season is degrading every year.. It felt more like a normal school hols to me than a CNY.. haha.. i miss how i used to celebrate cny when i was young.. those times were the best, for everyone as well =)

For this year cny, i spend most of my time with my family.. In just five days, we have watched for five movies straight.. XD.. maybe we are just lifeless.. ahhahah.. the movies are "great day", "shaolin", "i love hong kong", "what women want" and "all well ends well 2011".. XD

Personally, i think "shaolin" is the best among the five.. Maybe i just prefer action packed movies XD well, is not all on action.. It also talks bout of how humanity craze over money and power. Thus, it makes them evil and cost lots of human life.. It was a great movie.. u guys should watched it.. Eh, my mum cried u know.. Is like a miracle, coz my mum dont normally get so emo.. XD

Shaolin

Alright im done with movies.. so, i chilled out with my help gang again.. is more like a study group and stuff like that.. we chilled and we had a great time.. hahahaha..

My food =)



Shi Wei, Jia Lin(shy.. lol) and Chris

Is my sis camwhoring again while we were in our way to genting.. i was really bored that time, so i join the fun... XD

My stupid sister XD

dont ask me why i did that, i told you i was bored.. wtf. lol


I felt gay.. wtf lol



Finally, im back to normal.. =D

From this, we can carefully observe how girls take pictures.. try to observe my sister's expression in these pictures.. it looks all the same... okok.. maybe not exactly the same but still same.. ya same XD thats why they take thousands of pictures and look all the same when they put it on facebook... XD..


Alright, done with pictures... recently, im very into christianity... i listen to christian's songs and i pray alot..

i felt great everytime i pray... when i faced problems in life... =)
i love you


nitez!


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singing =)

hey people, how are you guys?? im feeling great! =)

alright, have u guys heard bout the news bout one of our talented singer in Malaysia?
Yes.. No.??? haha...

She was the champion in the singing competition in Taiwan.. i feel so proud telling everyone, Jess Lee is a malaysian!!! and yes, indeed she sang so well in the competition..

this is one of her song during the competition..

Jess Lee - Listen(beyonce)

She sang it during her finals.. and u know wad..
when she sing it.. she reminds me of melissa.. im not exaggerating, her style is very much similar to melissa..

and i rmb singing with melissa for the song Lucky by Jason Mraz.. I miss those little moments... Shi wei was part of the team to sing something else as well XD

Lucky- (i don know their name)

Back then, i kena bang by her a few times for making mistake during the singing.. just a small part of it, really small.. i mean really.. =)

ok la, i malas wanna write long long blog all..

see yall people...



HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im going genting tomoro.... @@... lol.. sien

nitez!

keeping it hot!!!

hey people!!! im feeling like rocking now, if i have a freaking electric guitar, i will play like crazy.. FML..

i dont know why, my passion for music is becoming stronger everyday.. my love for music grew from singing them and now making them. OH hey hey, making doesnt mean i compose them, just that i play them hahaha..

Sometimes, i dont know how people enjoy music.. they will just act like normal no matter what type of music is played to them as if there is nth happen..
Fk it, thats not how u enjoy music, i cant do that, Hell no.. XD

U dance, u move with the music.. u sing and u don give a damn what other ppl think of you.. because music gives us life and emotion. i will rather die in a world without music.. seriously, i will.. lol XD

alright, im just joking.. u can do watever u wan =D

boys like girls-the great escape

since CNY is around the corner.. i wanna wish all of you a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

see yall people..

=))))))


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