Flashback 2012

Hey world, i have not been writing blog for quite some time now, just very lazy and basically got lots of work to do... Don know why, i just felt like doing this today

With a blink of an eye, 2012 just walk passed us, time just passed so fast..
Alot of shit happenned,argh, of course happt times are there..
To wrap up, 

2012 is a year that i have learned so much bout indian culture, i made so many indian friends, i can prettry much conduct a simple tamil conversation with an indian.. =p

it is the year for the 1st time, i was so far away from home for such a long time, i missed home like never be4, i missed msia food, the place and the people..
And of course my family, i felt how much i used to neglect them be4 when i was in msia and now i missing them so much.. Especially my mum and sister, i can imagine how much we can have,
my dad is not much of a talking person so ya.. hahaha

The year of illness, oh yes, my god, u cant imagine how much of problem and illness i went thru,
i had countless diarrhoea, (thx to the very extremely clean food that they provide)
i fractured my leg
i was infected with cellulitis coz of some asshole bacteria, and yes, i had to go thru surgery to remove the amount of cyst and pus that is present.
i was infected with mild dengue fever, luckily i was very aware and alert for the signs and symptoms.. if not it could be worse..
i wasnt used to the environment and the heaty food here, thus, i got terrible ance, probably the worse in my entire life..
Im just very glad that everything above is over now, im cured from all of the above problems.. phew

It is the year meeting with a variety of people, people in the sense that people with different personality, attitude and so on..
From the very screw ups that skip classes everyday to the top student of the classes..
From the very hot tempered to patient people.
From selffish to generous people..
One thing i learn fr sure, never judge a book by its cover... trust me on this.. im fooled.. lol

Is a good thing thou, i felt i can manage people better based on their personality and interact better with all sorts of people..

It is a year of achievement, yup... Im singing in certain ceremony and competition, dancing as well,
and not forget my childhood sport, basketball..
Apart from studies, i was very active all these activities and cultural events, it makes my life here more interesting as u know nth much is there here.. haha
Oh yea, just few months back, i started gyming, Just felt like getting a good body shape and get myself ripped.. hahaha is only 3 months now, i can see some changes, give me another 3 months more, i put up a picture here =)

It is a year of friendship, it is a year that i finally found a close friend of mine.. Thou we have lots of complication in between, we have gone thru so much together, so much of problem and conflicts..
so much of problem that sometimes we can argue for hours and hours ...
even so, i had so much fun with her, i learn alot from her,
And yes, as a friend, i Love Her.. Srivithia =)

I lazy to put pictures today.. =p

thats all i guess..

see u next time guys..

good night
 welcome 2013 =)

周逸涵-思味特Love

如果 我沒有遇見你
那麼 我現在在哪裡
喜歡 我和你在一起
就算 活在兩人世界裡

愛你 愛上你的孩子氣
愛你 愛上你的大道理
愛你 就算會經歷暴風雨
還是 不離不棄陪著你

我習慣 爭吵後哭著說想你
我習慣 噩夢後靠著你背脊
我習慣 和你偶爾撒嬌 嘟起嘴巴的你

好奇怪 對你會越來越依賴
好害怕 害怕有一天失去你
不想在 漆黑的夜裡沒有你

愛你 愛上你的孩子氣
愛你 愛上你的大道理
愛你 就算會經歷暴風雨
還是 不離不棄陪著你

我習慣 爭吵後哭著說想你
我習慣 噩夢後靠著你背脊
我習慣 和你偶爾撒嬌 嘟起嘴巴的你

好奇怪 對你會越來越依賴
好害怕 害怕有一天失去你
不想在 漆黑的夜裡沒有你

我習慣 爭吵後哭著說想你
我習慣 噩夢後靠著你背脊
我習慣 和你偶爾撒嬌 嘟起嘴巴的你

好奇怪 對你會越來越依賴
好害怕 害怕有一天失去你
不想在 漆黑的夜裡沒有你


=)
我没后悔过遇见你，对， 就是你 =D

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My Life

Hey world, i have not been blogging for almost 3 months now, hahaha, i had so much to do and so little time,

there time i need to do for work,
time to spend with my friends,
some personal time for myself,
time for the family,
finally im free to blog

OH yea, btw friends, im officially in second year now!!!! YEA Man.. wooohooo,
First year was pretty darn tough coz is like plenty to read and memorise.. I manage to pass everything without failing any subject. Not really something im really proud of coz i was hoping to get a distinction at least in one subject, oh well, at least im still in second year now so non of that matters to me now..just gonna do my best this year and score properly this time.. =D

Through these few months, it was a short 3-4 months, but lots of things have happened,
there are times where i had lots of fun,
there times that argued so  bad with my friends,
and got screwed up by lecturers, and many more..

But through these few months, i felt like i learn a lot, from academics to socializing and self enlightening..
I dont know why, my mind kept telling me, KokHou, "changes is needed, u need to do something about it"
I want greater achievements, i want to be better in every aspect that im doing..
such feeling is so strong that i never felt like this be4.

I want to be different and unique..

Up next, yup, im single now, single is pretty good i think, less stress, no commitments, no promises, no complications, good, but yet again, sometimes once awhile i feel a lilttle lonely at times,
Personally, i think falling in love is such a beautiful feeling and it can make u the happiest person on Earth.. hahaha, However, getting a right person will be such a difficult task coz everyone is diff with diff personality, attitude, appearance or watever it is.. That one person that u are comfortable with, feel comfortable talking with, feel great when being with them.. Just gonna wait for the right one to appear..

Maybe God is just trying to tell me that this is not the right time...

What i used to do last time is, i will usually set goals and write it down in the blog..
this time im not going to write anything, however i will only write it down once i achieve it.. and i will post a video or picture watever to prove my success in things i want.. hahaha

I felt this would be better coz most of the time i wrote it down on the blog and fail to achieve them, so i just wan to d it the other way round.. hhahaa..

Change, I want change for the better,

A new KokHou..

Good Night
He writes

JJ Lin - (學不會) never learnt

JJ Lin -  (學不會) never learnt

你的痛苦 我都心疼 想为你解决
nǐ de tòng kǔ wǒ dōu xīn téng xiǎng wéi nǐ jiě jué

挡开流言 紧握你手 想飞奔往前

dǎng kāi liú yán jǐn wò nǐ shǒu xiǎng fēi bēn wǎng qián

我相信爱 能证明一切
wǒ xiāng xìn ài néng zhèng míng yī qiē

够真心 会超越时间
gòu zhēn xīn huì chāo yuè shí jiān

多付出 也多了喜悦 让幸福蔓延
duō fù chū yě duō le xǐ yuè ràng xìng fú màn yán

总是学不会 再聪明一点
zǒng shì xué bù huì zài cōng míng yī diǎn

记得自我保护 必要时候讲些 善意谎言
jì de zì wǒ bǎo hù bì yào shí hòu jiǎng xiē shàn yì huǎng yán

总是学不会 真爱也有现实面
zǒng shì xué bù huì zhēn ài yě yǒu xiàn shí miàn

不是谁情愿 就能够解决
bú shì shéi qíng yuàn jiù néng gòu jiě jué

一次争吵 一个心结 累积着改变
yī cì zhēng chǎo yī gè xīn jié lèi jī zhe gǎi biàn

内心疏远 足够秒杀 外表多浓烈
nèi xīn shū yuǎn zú gòu miǎo shā wài biǎo duō nóng liè

才发现爱 不代表一切
cái fā xiàn ài bù dài biǎo yī qiē

再真心 也会被阻绝
zài zhēn xīn yě huì bèi zǔ jué

这世界 天天有诡雷 随时会爆裂
zhè shì jiè tiān tiān yǒu guǐ léi suí shí huì bào liè

还是学不会 少浪漫一点
hái shì xué bù huì shǎo làng màn yī diǎn

拼命着想的事 未必带来感动 或被感谢
pīn mìng zhuó xiǎng de shì wèi bì dài lái gǎn dòng huò bèi gǎn xiè

还是学不会 解释我最伤
hái shì xué bù huì jiě shì wǒ zuì shāng

最累痛死都不愿 怪谁
zuì lèi tòng sǐ dōu bù yuàn guài shéi

把每段痴情苦恋 在此刻排列面前
bǎ měi duàn chī qíng kǔ liàn zài cǐ kè pái liè miàn qián

也感觉 不埋怨
yě gǎn jué bù mán yuàn

只怀念总是学不会 再聪明一点
zhī huái niàn zǒng shì xué bù huì zài cōng míng yī diǎn

记得自我保护 必要时候讲些 善意谎言
jì de zì wǒ bǎo hù bì yào shí hòu jiǎng xiē shàn yì huǎng yán

不是学不会 只是觉得爱 太美
bú shì xué bù huì zhī shì jué de ài tài měi

值得去沉醉 流泪
zhí de qù chén zuì liú lèi

a very soothing meaningful song

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words

hey world, i don know wat to say.. i just feel like writing down words at this point of time...i dont know wat im doin at time, i felt lost for abit..

fire cools, water turned into ice.. small little things back then is good enough to make me feel excited..
but major things now dont make me feel happy at all.. everything just seems boring and less exciting..
a slower pace in every aspect.

ppl says : when u tend think bad, bad things are going to happen.
think on the bright side and make the positive choice to help u get wat u wan...

wat happen now, is going to take awhile for things to be okay.. i dont expect much, as long everything is in a peaceful state...

i will make changes... i have to.. i promised..
May God give me strength and wisdom to succeed..

Just recently, i started listening to some classical and jazz music..i dont know why coz i never like these kinda songs be4, just fell in love with some of it when my friend played them...
especially Kenny G, beautiful music.. just calm yr mind... u just have to sit down quietly and really listen.. 

I actually downloaded the whole album.. lol.. 

i felt like an uncle now.. lol

those beautiful moments......

the moment

waiting for you

chaoz..

see ya

he writes

errr..

errr...

finally, it occur; 

like a bottle of liquor, 

makes u motion blur; 

till i cant see her, 

coz this is wat she prefer, 

i cant do anything to demur,

is like a car without a chauffeur,

a fine art without a connoisseur,

hopefully those moments can recur,

a time machine that can transfer.

this my new challenge to conquer.

i will always hope the best for everything but we'll see how God's plan for us.
i'll miss those times,

forgive and forget.. lets go

chaoz

nitez
he writes.

Ambiguity

hey world, life is pretty good for me so far, most of things that bothered my mind have settled down for good, at least i had ans for most questions..

In fact, im glad that the ans given was the one i wanted, i felt great and colours starting to paint and lighten my life everyday..
i felt good no doubt...

However, is time to face the truth, u cant aspect good news to come only, coz bad news may followed.. this is yet again pop another situation for me.. but this time is clearer, and i know wat i gonna do..

Goal post was used to be blurry, so shooting was just a waste of time and it goes out of range, now the fog is passed, is time to shoot for the goal..
i dont know how many defenders there may be to prevent me to goal but i know is tough and rough road ahead of me..

GOAL!

Plus, is 4-5 years is such a long time for many many things to happen that may just the my course of goal, maybe as a attacker, i was injured badly from game had to stop or the defender is just too strong for me to go thru..

Alright, lets talk something else, recently i have noticed my style of writing a blog have changed dramatically, i dont know where went wrong, i just felt it..

"wat the hell kokhou, u trying to be a philosopher ah?, wat a stupid football game is this that u are trying to say??" said any readers who read this

Maybe, life in india just change a little small part of me i guess or just the people here..

in another 19 more days, im officially back in KL, im so fking excited!!! yeah!
the 

1st thing i'll do is to eat Malaysian food and 

the last thing i'll do is to forget about you* (too bad, food still came first.. XD)

wink to SV ;-)

Loving wat im having and my life so far.. thank lord for everything =)

good night humans
chaoz

ps: the word fking stand for freaking not fcuk(the correct spelling of this word)

my last pic be4 i go bald =D

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A hint

hey people, how's yr life? i didnt blog for quite a while now.. just kinda like wanna update wats happening in my life..

A hint, a clue direct you toward the right track on the answer for your question.. u'll need this so much when u have no idea on the question that need to be answer..
the worse part is, u tried hard to seek for it but most of the time u will fail or it takes a long time to find out..

they say " The weakest side of Romeo is when he is in front of Juliet"

alright, everything seems pretty fine..

The pace of life recently was pretty slow, just plain simple.. pretty much like monotonous..
was used to make a big deal of the internal exam but im so used it now.. lol

All i want now is just to go back Malaysia and be with my family, is bout 33 days more to my break back to Malaysia, i cant wait for it!! lol

i need some motivation to move me... 

and they say "the most powerful motivation known to man is the power of love".. Dato Lawrence
show me some love baby!! 

Good night people,
everything will be cool..

chaoz...
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happiness

hey world, how's life ppl? have you been having a good time? maybe u are having a bad time.. any other way, i wish all of u having a calm and peaceful time and spending time with yr family and yr love ones

so my topic today is happiness.. do u know wat is the most important in life, is being happy and going for things that makes u happy.. at the end of the day, u will feel u are worth while living.. however, happiness is something determined varies from ppl to ppl.. some ppl may think that having lots of money means that they are achieving the maximum happiness in life.. some are just as simple as to be with the person u wanna be with..
or it may be just a simple Spicy Chicken Mc Deluxe** damn, i miss that so much now, lol, MCD here like shit..

however, it just came thru my mind today that " happiness can be just as simple as seeing others happy".. which means u got happiness not becoz something good happen to you but just knowing the person u care is happy, u are happy..
maybe i should rephrase, "happiness can be just as simple as seeing you happy, coz u matters to me"..

i don know wat im saying already, alright, im done for today..
i hope im ready to face my next challenge..

oh yeah im cool with challenges..


nitez! homosapien

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never knew

hey world, wanted to post for christmas, new year 2012 back then but i was too lazy haha.. but i still got time to wish everyone a happy chinese new year, Gong xi fa chai!!

Is been quite some time that i have been inactive in blogging, mainly because there are plenty of exams and work to do, and im always sick.. as in im always having flu and cough..

Alright, lets back on topic, how i wish i can know what is going to happen in future, because for every decision i made now may actually make a big difference in my life, is now or never.
these choices is not yr usual ones, because we usually make decision based on the consequences of the action. if it is a bad one then u know wat to do, simple.. but what if both doesnt tell u exactly how the consequences go? as in both doensnt show negative effect.. if u und what im saying

that would be frustrating, i hate to be in this position, making me to think so hard and now i have to stay put from both decision and let God to decide..

i think some ppl may say im just trying to escape from it and yes i think i am.. coz i know one day the same ques going to ask me again and i gonna scratch my head again to ans the ques...

im 20 this year, rmb 10 years back, im still in my primary school being one of the naughtiest kid in class.. i was from the last class, did badly for exams and all.. still rmb i was called to sit beside the teacher desk right infront so that the teacher can keep an eye on me.. lol

and now, im in india doing my dentistry degree, so very diff environment.
anyway, i should stop thinking..

u guys must be wondering now, what is the tough decision that u have to make now??
i think i cant reveal it now coz it is internet which is basically the whole world.. so no privacy actually.. haha

How?
I dont always ask the question how,
but it really confused my mind now,
makes feel like im an insane cow,
it feels like im a helpless pow,
what about the times i made my vows,
what if my decision is not allow?
negative response like bow wow,
i may try to go thru all with a strong plow,
Give me sign i need i'll give u my kowtow,
we'll see how
ok , ciao~~ =D

eventhou im late but once again..
Happy New Year 2012, Happy Ponggal, Happy Chinese New Year
Happy Thaipusam next week

oh ya, i may wanna go bald.. lol we'll see haha =D
see yall ppl..

with love
khz

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scrambled

I just read my previous post, noticed i have lots of wording and grammar error.. im just too lazy to read again once i write a blog.. nvm.. not important..

so recently, there is this movie that i have watched not long ago.. and seriously, i love it..
it is a cute, innocent, sweet, romantic movie.. is definitely a chick's flick.. so, couples out there is recommended to watch this movie =D

"you are the apple of my eye"

                                                         "You are the apple of my eye"

It will really bring you back to the times in yr school life.. trust me =)

Alright, done with movies..

U know wad, lets talk bout girls.. is been some time i dont talk bout them =P
It has been a FACT that girls are complicated, but u know, im cool with that..
Back then in high school, i know girls too.. is all the same, im cool only, i feel very relax and chill everytime i talk to them.. i dont have to think watever i wanna say.. just spill it out..

But in here, is a diff story, girls nowadays are very sensitive, i have to think twice whether or not to say certain things.. because there's only like 25 of malaysian in our batch, so we are pretty close to each other.. and there's always some internal problems here and there..

And u will see all fb emoing post all or certain type of post like .. For example : "i dont care what ppl think bout me, this is me".. something like that, u know wat i mean rite..( i just made example myself, it came out from my brain)

Maybe is just my problem i guess, lol.. But i still love them,.. i will end up with one of them anywayz =)





ps : Statement above is not pointing finger to anyone, if u appear to be a girl, it doesnt mean is you, im writing this based on majority of girls, so for girls reading this, u are the minority ones.. =D


Done with girls,




Studies is pretty shitty nowadays.. exam, test, hmkwork and oral test are coming continuously every week, we didnt have a proper time to rest and chill..  
At this moment, i suppose to study for my open viva session tomoro, some pictures to draw..

i dont know why, im dont have the motivation to do work properly nowadays, which is a very bad thing.. haiz..i have to pick up my pace asap...

Plus, there's not much of entertainment, shopping mall is far from here.. so i spend most of my time playing basketball and gym..
how nice if i can just lie down on my bedroom in Malaysia and eat proper food and relax..just imagining it makes me feel good.."sigh..:

i think i will start posting blog once a while and more frequent.. just wanna jot down some part of my life here.. hahaha

had to go study now.. lol.

see u ppl.. chiaoz =)



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my life so far

hey world, if u are reading this..  i just gonna start with " how are you?"  we always start conversation by saying those words to know how are the person doing whether he/she doing good or not? coz we care for them.. not because we are doing it for the sake of doing or because everyone is doing it, RIGHT?.. No, thats wrong,  thats why just so u know, im caring for u  XD

Alright, lets back on topic, got a little off there.
is been a very different 3 months for me here in a different country. u will experience many diff things both good and bad.. BUT mostly are BAD for me so far coz im gone in pretty much alot of shit..

I should just stop complaining bout the place coz no point complaining as it will never change for this short period of time or the coming 5 years. So, im cool with it. Im struggling in the beginning but im kinda cool with it now coz im ad immune with the condition here.

Lets see how much shit i get into :
I got multiple diarrhea,
I broke my leg,
I had a surgery on my left arm coz of infection,
I got terrible ance
i got fever,
i got cold,
I got shit food coz all they know is just pepper and chilli in their cooking book or watever
and i Miss my country

is only 3 months, im still alive isnt it. im strong man, u see XD
im recovered from most of them so there is no need to worry (not like ppl care , LOL)

Well, i do love some of the stuff here, I love the coffee here, i love the..... erm...
oh ya thats about it..
hey, at least something rite.. =D


alright, fine... the education here is good but the lecturer is very old fashioned and traditioned ppl coz guys and girl cant even sit together in class.. wat the hell man? is kinda like a sexual harassment sitting beside a girl it seems... LOL
Overall, studies is tough, syllabus is going very fast, we are trying our best to catch up... is kinda stressful at times..anywayz, we dont get stress when they going college or uni? is like a jail or something?
alright, i exaggerate a little bit but is pretty much the same thing..

one thing that i really like is find really nice frens and ppl here.. this is one of the things that im grateful im here studying the same course in the same uni at the same intake.. see that, thats fking fate!!! =D
im apreciating all the happy moment i have and i hope it keep coming..

i have bad times too, but who gives a damn coz i wan the good 1 remains =)

so lets end this with im fine... coz i started with "how are you" isnt it.. =D

good night world
he writes

drama and movies

So, recently i watch lots of dramas but one of my favorite is The Handsome Siblings aka The Proud Twins (小鱼儿与花无缺 )

Eventhou is an old drama but it is still awesome, it is really great. You just have to watch it yourself to know how great it is.. XD

The Handsome Siblings

One of my favorite character is “小仙女” - 柏雪

Here i pronounced that she is the cutest girl ever!!!!

she is CUTE MAX =D

alright, i also like Dicky Cheung play as "小鱼儿"

Dicky never disappointing me at all with his crazy jokes..

great job!!

so beautiful, isnt it XD

For movies, how can we forget about Transformer, Harry Potter and Captain America..

Great movie overall =D

no doubt about that

Transformer : Dark of the Moon

i like how they insert a slow song in an action packed movie XD. iridescent- Linkin Park

The last episode for Harry Potter, im not a crazy fan for harry potter but i watch almost every episode, I like when they showed flash backs of previous episode bout the movie..

Harry Potter: The deathly hallows pt 2

gonna miss it =)

not forgetting captain america, it is an awesome movie, u guys should watch it =)

a thin, weak and small little boy wants to become a soldier.

how he make it? haha

Captain America

Notice how movies nowadays are always showing that human has powers and stronger.

especially Marvel movies..

hmm. no comment.. lol

alright nitez!

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Blogging today

Finally, im ready to blog. Do you ever find yrself in a situation, when u wanna blog, but u just feel like there many better things to do..

i gonna write a few blogs today, just before i go to India. Seriously, i don know when is the next time i can login again into internet once im there becoz student are not allow to use the uni wifi to go social networking sites.. LOl, so it's gonna take me some time maybe to get a broadband service provider over there..

ya, no facebook.. LOL

these few days have been really so unproductive to me yet fun XD.. I know im not gonna have these drama marathon time, sleeping the hell up till noon everyday time, sitting my ass on the chair all day in front of computer time and stressless when hanging out with frens time..

I must say, eventually i hate these time becoz is so boring but i know i will miss these times =D

Lepaking XD

Today is blogging day,

is not like it is the day of my fave,

just feel like i had something to say,

in lines and words of essay,

is like pressing a button of replay,

stories that ready to give away,

No.. no.., u think is over im just halfway,

i just like to crap in my very own way,

just do something before im about to decay,

trying to find out how many damn rhyme i can display,

alright, im just trying to challenge myself like a game to play,

beside with my very own specially made coffee on the tray,

thinking hard whether any rhyme of words that i can lay,

while i was writing i was disturb by my friend with a "hey",

i was a little frustrated but he just gave me another wave,

i wanna stop but my mind tells me no so i just obey,

it is getting harder every line for message i want to convey,

anyway, what i want now is to walk on a beach bay,

with my hair done with hair spray,

beside me is prepared with a long lines of buffet,

with hot girls all around then i would have nth better to say, =)

Okay, i wanna end this without any further delay,

im happy to make this long lines of rhyme "hooray"

and with a YAY!!

phew, alright im done =D

more blogs to come

nitez! =D

he writes

My new motivational video to study XD

Give me everything (parody) -studying tonight

I like =D

i'll be studying tonight, hahahaha.

he writes

crazy hitz!! =)

Rain over me

Why desert? thought u said rain over me LOL, nice car thou =)

Sanctuary

Both with very different Genre, so it is balanced =)

see ya ppl

he writes

finally, im done~~ adios =D

It was really a big relief after everything is over. Flashbacks kept flipping through my mind of how these 7 months went by.

In such short period of time, so many things happened in between. It was truly one of the most fruitful 7 months that i ever had. Still rmb the 2nd day of my college life in president college, it was a big surprised knowing myself being the President of the student council for my intake. And yes, i do felt a little happy at the point of time becoz of the power im having and at the same time im worried of the work that i will be put into..

without thinking too much, i just do the best as i could of what i supposed to do.. Looking back, the first event that i have organised was a pool party. In fact, i took the longest time to organise for this event. Yup, i wasnt very motivated and i was really lazy to do things quickly so things were delayed over time. we had to postponed the event twice becoz of the technical problems we have.

The pool party was not bad actually, everybody had fun but the committee members which is basically the ones who were really working were only a few.. we were exhausted like crazy.. we were lack of manpower. We had to organise games for 50 monkeys and we had to make sure everything is in order. 50 monkeys is CRAZY, i basically die shouting alot just to make sure the games run well.. At the end, i felt satisfied when Miss Jamie said " you did well, i see all of them had fun."(with a smile) I was like " oh yes, that worth it all XD

Alright, next up, we had Awards day. i dont really wan to have it actually becoz i wanted to put in on the PROM night, but miss kho want it so much. so i just go with it. hahaha..

Award's day wasnt really tough actually, i took the least amount of time and effort to organise as compared to the other events. It was easier becoz it is a formal event, it doesnt need anything special or fancy to do it. The whole thing is a fixed agenda.. simple and chill..

But i still rmb i had to prepare my speech and mc-ing for the awards day. It was also one day before my dt exam, i had no choice but to skip the dt test that week. LOL.. yup i just did =D

After award's day, i was really tired and lazy.. I just dont feel like doing anything, not organising a single shit anymore... just study and graduate, thats it.

But, i have ad told people that there will be a Prom Night this year. I tell myself, i must continue wat i have said and not give up.. i must promised and continued what i have started.

it was tough and this is the time, i decided to change all my committee members to those that can really help me and dedicated.

At the beginning, eventhou i tell myself i must do it, but i dont have the motivation to do it becoz im just worn out. It is like that, after mugun have came and decided to help me full heartedly change everything. i still rmb it was end of May, and nth much was prepared for the prom which is on July. Time is short, we need to race against time to get things done as soon as possible.

We went to hotels after hotels all over bukit bintang area, hoping to get a nice hotel with a cheap price. Choosing the hotel at the beginning was already a major problem, we received countless of ideas from many people of which hotels should be chosen. there are two choices in our hands.

1. Cheap price per pax, but cheapskate hotel
2. Affordable price per pax (slightly exp), but grand hotel.

And yes, we took the second choice. the next part of our planning was a tough one. All of us have diff ideas of how the Prom should be done. We are flooded with ideas and arguments began to arose from each side. Problems began to occur. We had misunderstandings and miscommunication which leads this planning of Prom to a Haywire !! like seriously crazy..

Me and mugun had a tough time solving problems and make sure everything is okay. At some point of time, we are so close to cancel the Prom.. just so so so close. we managed to motivate each other to go on. In fact, we have decided to cancel the Prom for THREE times at diff point, during the process of organising because of all the stress and negative comments that we kept receiving non-stop throughout the whole duration of organizing.. ir was crazy.. we were fucked up, seriosuly..

Money was the biggest issue for Prom, the only and the best way to solve the problem is to get sponsor and getting more student to join for the Prom. Knowing the fact we are running out of time, is very hard for us to get sponsor from external sources. Therefore, students were our only choice. We have to do promotion for Prom to all students and we did it like crazy. To some point, when someone saw me or mugun, they'll be like " okay okay, Prom again". Not to mention going classes by classes doing slides show presentation for the students. sometimes, we have to skip classes.

Finally, when the Prom is here, we were like, " this is our last and final day for everything, hope every goes well smoothly." We reached to the Hotel at about 1pm and we began to make sure everything is in place from sound systems to the program.

In fact, the scariest part of the whole event was the dance floor. This is becoz is either u gonna make it and become successful or u just gonna failed badly...

I basically shouted like crazy with the music and thank God, everyone goes to the dance floor in the end.. i was like... "oh yeah, baby... thats the way... ~~ XD"

i can see most of them are having a great time enjoying their last moment being with each other.

Pictures was taken everywhere.. lol

After i reached home, i lied on my bed without worries and stress.. just nothing at all.. it was.."so so so so so so good" just nothing at all..

My sis asked me, " why u keep smiling stupidly with yrself?"i was like" hahaha~~~ Nothing, lol"

I do felt satisfied and happy seeing everyone having a great time, thats just all i wanted.

And yes, never thought i will miss anything from president college,

but i do miss it thou, haha, such crazy experience....!~~!@#$#$%^&*()_

im done~

Bye President J1 intake, Shaun Cheong

Cheong Kok Hou is back for more in India... we''ll see!!

not going to stop rocking.

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hey people!! & updates

Alright, i should drop the "Hey people" from now on in the beginning of every of my post.. i know is so boring reading the same intro all the time.. hahaha kk

Okay, im officially finished my foundation in president college.. is an awesome feeling because i know im heading for my degree very soon..

Still rmb it was last year, when i was still studying foundation in Help, it was a tough choice for me to choose whether or not to leave Help and move forward to another course...

Knowing the fact i have already wasted 9 months there without finishing my 1 year course.. How would you feel on that particular time when u are really out of direction in your life? thats horrible. In this junction, i had made a choice of leaving, it was really tough.. i have leave my awesome frens from Help and also wasted thousands of Ringgits last year.. Was talking to myself, am i going to do badly in another college?? am i gonna waste another year? terrible feeling

With a blink of an eye, is me and im already here after my foundation XD. i felt great that i didnt make any more silly mistakes and choices in terms of taking the paths i wanna go, thank Lord..

Lets plan ahead!!!

- I so gonna get done with Prom

- Gonna meet each and everyone of my frens from primary to NoW and even working colleagues.

- I have to freaking master Breaking-Crickets be4 i go to India..

- Jog every morning and walk my Dog

- Make sure everything from daily items to course fee have to be prepared..

- Gonna freaking change my ielts cert. because they wrote my birth date wrongly (British Council is so unprofessional or it is just me?? LOL, Stupid right?)

- Must Clubbing at least once in these two weeks. ( my last chance, i feel so old go to clubbing when im 25, lol)

That should be it, for now.. hmm.. =D

Alright i found this ridiculously awesome song.. i dont know whether u guys gonna like it, but is really catchy thou.. try not to und the lyrics but the melody =D

Little Bad Girl - David Gueta feat. Taio Cruz & Ludacris

My fav part is on 1.50 mins =D

Lets talk a little about my dad whom i have not talked much about in my blog be4.. Just yesterday, wait, i meant today 2am and he came back from work. Early in the morning at 6am today, he told me he was late for flight to Kuching, saying there's an business appointment,he wanted me to check for any flights on the internet and stuff..

I always knew he has been working very hard for me to fund me financially abroad, but i never knew he worked so damn hard and he's 50 this year. Eventhou, he doesnt really talk much personally to me.. U know, father and son's conversations are very objective and factual, that how i communicate with my dad, we don talk bout relationships and all emo emo stuff all.

He doesnt show his expression much, but i knew he worked so hard which is because of me.. i felt touched.. hmm..

Im grateful of what i have, thanks Lord.

My greatest fear is temptations, i have to change.. hmm

see ya, ppl

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im fortunate

hey people, everytime when i was complaining and dissatisfy certain things that was given to me.. people will tell me " think about the children in Africa, u are way fortunate, stop complaining" lol

i guess u guys must have come through those incidents yrself as well.. XD

However, just recently i knew a friend and we getting closer as days passed.. After he shares his story about his life to me, i can truly feel the full impact of those sentence wrritten above on my 1st para. about the Africa thingy...

i can truly i felt it this time because the situation is much closer and related..i truly pray that he can succeed in what he is doing..

It truly opened my eyes my mind once more to know how fortunate i am and i should appreciate the things i have,, thank God..

i need to rest now..

peace of mind

never had this quite awhile.. felt great

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speak up people!!

hey people, today i would like to talk about something that often happens especially in our country, Malaysia..

For say, u are out a day in somewhere, u happen to see a situation where injustice occurred.. Will you stand out to fight for the right one?? Unfortunately, most people will actually try to avoid them and especially people in Malaysia because they will try avoid themselves getting into trouble..

Frankly speaking, i will also avoid these situation at times and i will only stand out if the situation is unbearable.. And if that really happen, i will most probably rage in anger and go crazy that time.. LOL

okay guys, just wanna share this video for you guys.. u will understand wat im trying to say..

What would you do?

haha, now u know wat i meant right.. i felt so touched at the last part which a woman tries to help and defend him..

If that happens in Malaysia, i would have punched the person so hard that his/her parents will not recognise him or her...

Alright, thats just wat i wan to say...

let me ask u a question be4 u go.. Hows yr day readers? =D

have a great day, people =)

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